Friday, November 23, 2007
tired and busy
am sooooooooooooo tired now
but anyway back to update about my life
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm lets see
last week had TPRAWKS and CCN
went to TPRAWKS on last wed as a helper for their registration
had to reach TCC by 7.30am
all i can say is.....its damn early man
and the best part
it was raining that morning
so it was a real nice weather to sleep in
.....you could imagine how hard it was for me to wake up and go to school
but nonetheless, managed to wake up and went school in the end
and going to this event make me realise that the toilet at TCC foyer had full length mirror
*EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD*(ya i know i am vain...but so what????hahaha)
lolx......was taking photo with sharon there
hahahahahaha
then last fri was CCN day
the school was practically turned into a funfare like place
messy, crowded etc etc with many many many stores selling different things
so esc was selling MONSTER lollipops
sold 2 types
one type was with stain effect and the other without the staining effect
had so much fun going around selling lollipops
sales was so-so
we are STILL selling it now
but in ESC rom instead
hahhaahhahaha
was walking back to club room after we closed our sales
while walking back to the room
i saw how e whole ENG concourse was
it was a total disaster man.
then had some talk with amanda while she was waiting for her meeting.
and me, ben, aj, sharon, clar actually wanted to crash TPRAWKS jam and hop la
but in the end, the thing started at 8.30pm
then me,pearlyn,ben just went off first
i was totally drained and was starting to be in the stoning mode alr...
and finally..today
helped out in CCN treadmill challenge and Campus relay events
kinda boring la
cos had nothing to do...was only helping to take down the distance covered for the treadmill that i was station at
went basketballcourt a while after campus relayt
then i went library borrow some stuff
and then i went back home
and next friday will be the day when i kiss goodbye to MP/SIP
wooooooooohoooooooo
cos it judging time
but.....got a guai lan judge lor
fuck la....damn suay
pray that i can get good grade
but not optimistic though
sianzzzzzzzzzzz
i am damn tired now
so ok bye
10:55 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
self reflection
back bloggng again.
life's been pretty much the same.
VIVA on friday was ok...
And a recent happening had triggered me to think about my future in club events.
so how do i start.....
ok, this year has been quite different for me.
i had tried to do different things this year.
so.....is like .... i know what the job is about...
but the disadvantage is that i am still not very experienced as compared to others (i know that there are many more experienced people than me out there) or perhaps i am just
not cut out for the job??
so this has lead to me thinking: where does my capabilities lies excatly???
i know that after one year of doing admin stuff last year, some have the impression that i will be ok for it.
but however, to be fank, i seriously do not like it. cos simply i do not have the passion for it. and this sort of affect my performance in my opinion....
and i start questioning myself....
where can i go?
and in the end...i find myself very directionless
i can now be safe to say that i will not be invovled in the 2 upcoming event....
which happens to be the big events also..
which is the eguides camp and open house.....
after much thoughts and consideration,
if i fit into nowhere for week 0
i might consider pulling out.
i dont want others to get dragged down by me
and i rather give the place to other people to have more potential as me.
i know this is quite a sensitive issue but ya...
i dont to affect the team.
so i guess that will be all i wanna say.
perhaps i am just not cut out after all....
6:27 PM
